Just being honest

Yeah, Neecee, it is important. I want to feel CUTE. I just feel silly admitting it, like I am shallow or something. But it's not like I have to weight 135 pounds to feel that way...I just feel like right now I am over the tipping point where I had my chance to feel normal and girly and not like an alien. You are right that the time is going to pass no matter what I do, but it is so hard to see it that way sometimes. That thought alone is probably my main binge trigger, which is sad.