doctors. hip hop update. and stupid boys.
hey all,
so i went to the doctor's monday. he told me to try taking apple pectin and eating lots of veggies... should be fun. ive been really lax on the hip hop abs this week because i just have been in a really really bad mood unfortunately, because boys are stupid. its been a rough week. im starting back on hip hop on monday. i hope this apple pectin stuff helps. has anyone ever tried it for pcos? or just in general?
-C
Hello,
I'm new here, just joined today actually :)
And I can understand "stupid boys" as I find that at my current weight of 290 lbs at 5'7 and not much of a defined waist, I hardly get any attention from guys! :(
Its funny because I don't get any attention, never get hit on etc. when i'm out or wherever it makes me sad and feel depressed, and then I eat sweets and then I only gain more weight!
I understand why guys wouldn't find me attractive, as I'm not particularily attacted to very overweight men, but I guess I sometimes forgot how large i have become and wish that guys would see the real me, that is underneath it all!
It's sad but true that even though I deserve love and affection, I'm denied both and relationships at all due to my weight :(