Venting....

wow what a goal, Christa!!!  I would luv to see you be a pro ball player. I loved softball so much and i am such a wannabe (neverwas, really LOL).  God, if I was good as you - HALF as good as you, i would be like gone every weekend playing everywhere.  What a way to travel. You could get a sponsor, even. And...you are seriously one hot baby girl, even chubby. You have your pick of guys right this minute, but make 'em wait for the you that YOU love and are proud of. You will find that man, he's out there.  You make us all proud. That man who complimented you was an angel, really, to get your stuff back on the program.

Thank you Neecee!!!  I just need to get my crap together and get back on track and just keep the the goal in my head.  I just miss travel ball soo MUCH! I have to do it...I just need to keep my mind set!  Yea the guy made my day.  I could have hugged him. :)

I'm glad you feel safe to vent and I'm glad that you did!  I really appreciate this board too because everyone here can understand where I am coming from - most of my friends are not "obese" and don't understand my struggles.  What a great place!