Heeeeeeeeeeeeelllllllllllllllllllllloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo? Did ya miss me?
Aww! You love me!!
I'm afraid I'm still not back like I used to be. :( I'm starting to beat the **** outta myself now. I can't stop overeating. It's like I've forgotten how. All the things that used to work are not working. When I go out for lunch I way over do it. So then I tell myself I'm not going to eat much for dinner but when it comes down to it I eat a massive plate full. I can't remember when the last time was that I felt hungry. I'm still drinking my water and haven't picked up sodas at least. Also what is not helping is I have no "lunch" food in the house and I don't have any money to go buy healthy food. Being in between jobs without a paycheck has really taken a toll on me. I get paid next week but I'm completely out of groceries. I guess I could put it on a credit card if I have to and I should probably take that 5 or so bucks I spend a day at work on lunch and buy some sandwich supplies with. Ok. in all honesty I haven't had time to go grocery shopping this week. I'm goign to school straight after worka nd I'm there till 9pm so it's like I have no time! Ugh! Maybe this weekend. The in all honesty, again, I'm still addicted to eating out. Damn those $%*!@&@# restaurants! I'm not sure I believe in "evil" anymore but damnit if it exists that's what they're made of!
ok, i'm done rambling and complaining. someone PLEASE tell me how to get myself back on track?? Omg I feel like a friggin' n00b all over again! I KNOW how to do this...but why the hell can't I do it? DAMN YOU MEXICAN!!! IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT!! I should've KNOWN not to eat you more than once in a weeks time!! ARGH!!! *******s! Take your burritos back to Mexico!
VSG on 03/13/12