I've jumped....
"Uuuughhhhhhhhahr!" (tosses out one of those life saving floating things.) "Ohh $*$@*, damn Christa! Sorry, I uhh, I didn't mean to hit you in the head!" Ahh well, serves you right you alchy! lol Nah, you're just going through that week or two of legal drunkeness. Good thing you've made the decision to stop and get back on track. Now be a good girl this weekend. I'll give you my cell phone number in case you get into a situation and we can talk you out of it! Remember your next AA meeting, don't miss it! HAhah! Just kidding!
Thanks for hitting me in the head, you're great! hahaha. Friday I will probably be good but see on Saturday we are going to a bar in walking distance from my apartment...I'll probably walk and walk back because I know i will have a drink or two...but I wont over do it this time like I did this past Saturday. Seriously I felt like an alchy all week. I like booze. Sweet girly drinks. Not a beer fan, and everytime someone has a beer I try it just to see if maybe I like it that day. haha. But I never do. But yea I felt the need to confess everything here. It makes me feel better. I can't remember if my cop guy was cute or not, all I was focused on was talking without slurring any words and try not to say anything stupid. Oh I have to get to work, I'm behind.
Like I said I jumped...lol yea I gained 3 pounds, but I plan on shedding it off this week, because well I know I can. I have faith :) I'm really happy with myself. I'm so proud of how much i have already shedded off myself. I really think it's this site. I love this site. The support helps me stay on track. And ooooo Janina 2 more days girlie! Ahh good luck! How exciting! I hope everything goes wonderful and perfect for you! ---Christa