LA Weightloss
Aww thanks! 3 times a week is a lot to go to a clinic. That's probably why I haven't gone to one yet. Besides, that's a woman thing! Us men can do it on our own! ARRrRrrrr! I know what you mean about feeling desperate. I'm 5'7" and was at 330lbs when I started. I had honestly given up and I wasn't going to fight it anymore. I felt like surgery was my last hope but my insurace explicitly states it didn't cover it and I seemingly couldn't find the time to look for financing and other means. Then I got laid off so there goes what insurance I did have. For 2 months I could have researched and looked at other means but nope, I just sat on the couch eating and playing video games. Sad... so sad.. I don't have a track record of sticking with anything, but I'm changing that. I think a lot of people say that you should have other reasons for losing weight other than the appearance gains and fitting into clothes. I think most of them are probably those size 2's who don't understand what it's like not to look good or feel healthy. Sure doing it for the health is a admirable reason but seldom holds a candle next to looking in the mirror and saying "Daaayuuummmm.. Mmm.. I look good!" or when you go shopping and fit into that size 36 or 14. My wife was the same way about the surgery too. Since then she's changed her mind after doing her own research and talking to several friends and family members who've had it done. I'm no saint by any means, but thanks for the compliment! Hang in there and keep at it. Besides, I'm probably gonna need you in the future when I blow it again! (Just thought about something.... I hurt more now after exercise than I ever hurt before from being super morbidely obese but for some reason I really like this pain!)