Going back to work

I am actually feeling really good 2 weeks out. I am going to take the full 6 weeks just because I can. I have a job that I love and can't wait to get back to it. My uncomfortable thing is my boss. Prior to working for my company she worked for VS. You can imagine how beautiful she is. I think she has been offended by my weight in the past, though would never say that. My X'mas card from her stated I can't wait to see the new you in January. When I called work after surgery one of her questions was how much weight have you lost? Now my self esteem has been questionable over the years, just like most of the people on this board, but I feel a new strength in having had this surgery. I wonder if she will be able to handle the newer me this coming year? LOL. I just can't imagine what she will think. Just needed to talk a bit.