Waiting for surgery date!

Hi, everyone...I am new to this site and wanted to say hi to everyone. I am happy this site is available as it has already helped me in so many ways. My surgery date is going to be in a couple of weeks after having had to change it two times because of a bad case of bronchitis. This has caused me even more anxiety. Sometimes I feel like it is a sign that maybe it won't be for me...but then I think again and say I MUST do this for me. I have medical test requirements that also had to be changed two times and PAT's that took 4 hours that I might have to do all over again...I am drained already. I will keep looking to this site for motivation. Also, I will try now to send in my yahoo profile with pic on it and see it that works as I am having a problem getting my picture on. Lastly, anyone have anyone at the 9/11 attack or where there yourself? I lost my fiance/domestic partner that day and wanted to speak with anyone else that was there. Well, good health to everyone and I will write soon and hopefully get my picture on. Hugs to everyone. Lucy

Welcome Lucy! I am confident that you will find that the surgery will be the best decision you have ever made. Stay strong and try not to second guess your decision. Before you know it you will be on your way to a healthier you. I am sorry to hear that you lost your fiance on 9/11, I did not know anyone that died that day but I was greatly saddened by the tragic event. Mt sympathy. Take care and good luck! Jean