Extremely Excited without doubts is this normal?

I don't know why but im extremely excited to be going and starting the process to have this surgery. I started on Aug.25th with Dr. Abkin/Bertha's seminar i liked what they had to say and when i went for my 1 on 1 consult with Dr.Bertha i was told he could not do the surgery because i had to have open surgery due to a hernia. He gave me 3 recommedations but all 3 did not accept my insurnace. I got very upset and depressed thinking i will never be able to get help. I called my primary care pyschian for help and they told me to just look around i called my insurance company yeah right what was i thinking there. So i searched and found this site and it's been the best thing i could of came across. I read posts on certain surgeons and made a phone call to find out that Dr.Capella/Dr.Innnance accept my insurance. I got excited again. I went yesterday for there seminar and was extremely impressed by there presenation and now started i guess my process with a 1 on 1 consult on Oct.13th. I still get nervous thinking something is going to go wrong again and him tell me he can't do the surgery. But im keeping my fingers crossed. Im extremely active person but just to overweight to do anything. I know some people got doubts and questions has anyone else gone in this without doubts and just overly excited and ready for this change in life?

Hi Jennifer, I just wanted to let you know.. My dr DR Garrison was great.. He is known for taking challenging cases according to other dr's I seen. You may want to check him out. I am completely satisfied and his office works really hard to settle insurance issues. Donna