Food doesn't fill the soul...
Hi everyone,
Haven't posted in awhile but, have been
lurking! Keeping up with ideas and thoughts
everyone has. Just felt the need to post
tonight because I have come to an important
conclusion! Food doesn't fill the soul!
Yesterday, I had my second bone marrow biopsy
and breast bone aspiration done in 1.5 years.
Guess my oncologist is getting impatient with
my high white cell count.
Anyway, before I left for the hospital I had a
phone chat with a man who I believed was my
Mr Rite. Afterwards, realized he is someone elses
Mr Rite and was a bit upset. The procedure at
the hospital was much more painful than last
time and I am very sore today/tonight. Hadn't
anticipated feeling so lousy so got up this morning
and did shopping, banking etc.
Tonight I am tired, worn out and feeling sooo
emotional. I went into my cabinets in search of
that soul filling, comfort food. Had visions of
ice cream, M and M's, nachos and cheese etc..
But, it finally sank into my brain there is no
such food. Comforting the soul comes from within
and from loved ones around us. There isn't any
food that can make my head stop anticipating
the test results or soothe my semi broken heart!
Howerever, I can post on here, hug myself tight
and thank my lucky stars I have people in my life
who love me.
love, linda