OMG tuesday is D Day!!
Dear Friends,
well it is 0522 and I can't sleep so I thought I would just say a few words to you all. first of all thank you so much for all the support you have all made this so much easier with your help and guidance. I have gotten to meet a couple of you Nanette (my angel) Laura, Sandi and I know that all of you will be pulling for me on Tuesday. I am getting scared but I know things will be ok, God always brings me through and has never let me down yet. I know I have the blessing and support of my family and friends and co workers I could not imagine how some people must feel when they do not have that support which is so important.
My sons Jeremy and James are the loves of my life. I could not ask for better sons I am so proud of them. I know lots of times over the years we have had it rough but we always pulled through the good and bad times. We always have given each other our love unconditionaly and always will be there for each other as it should be. My parent always said family sticks togeather through thick and thin and boy do we ever. My sisters and I are always right there in an instance to always support each other just like my parents always did and I have instilled this in my sons as well. And I know eventhough my parents are no longer here they would support me 100% on this. I wish this WLS would have been around 16 years ago my mother might still be here. So I know in my heart she give me her blessing and support.
All the hard times made us stronger and we look back now and say " when we were poor" but looking back we have always been so rich and blessed beyond beleif even when my divorce to there father ended us on AFDC for a time. We made it through and it gave me the strength to keep going and push for a better life for them. I look at them and say where did all the years go they are now James 26 and Jeremy is 30! And I am of course 39 again....( yea right!)
I thank God for all my blessing and all the wonderful years he has given to me. I know that each day can be your last and I know that he is always with me. I have three wonderful sisters, a favorite nephew who is one of my best friends and confadonte. My dog Boo Boo loves me to! What more could 0ne want and need right? All I want is to be selfish and have 49 more wonderful years to continue all this wondeful life I have been given. So I am claming in Jesus name that Tuesday will be the first day of my next 49 years and I will be here to keep writing sappy post at 0522 in the morning! Now all you guys PRAY ME UP PLEASE! Love to you all and I will see you on the lighter side as you all say!
Love
JOycelyn