New & Scared (actually very scared)

Hi Chris, I know EXACTLY how you are feeling! I'm going through the exact same thing! Is this the "easy way out", am I weak because I can't do this on my own, is this going to be like all of my other attempts that I've failed at? I've been researching this surgery off and on for 4 yrs, and the decision isn't any easier than it was when I started. In the last few weeks I have finally decided to really take the next step and I've called my PCP for a consultation. It just hit me one day that if I don't do this, I may not have the opportunity to do so many other things in my life. Play with my future kids, run down the block... shoot....walk up a flight of stairs, for that matter. I'm generally a happy person, who has never let her weight get in her way, but when you reach the breaking point it's hard to put the positive spin on it. I agree about the clothes and the aches and the pains. I hope that you can find it in yourself to make the decision that is right for you! GOOD LUCK to you! And keep me updated on what you decide! I'm pre-op as well, but I'm here if you need support! Peace Michelle