A different Christmas

Hi everyone Happy Holidays! I was wondering if anyone self felt like me. This holiday season is so different. Usually I am cooking all day and worry about what foods I am having this evening. Well this year is so different. I went to the store and I got cheese, sour cream for a salsa dip, melba toast and no sweets. I have to remember that I am a new person with new behavior etc. I know to night I am going to have a ****tail and I will be eating my cheese. This is the only time I feel like I miss the old me. I keep asking my son what do you what to eat for Christmas eve and he says Mom don't worry you do not eat. Does any one else feel the same? Well I guess I to get it out of my system. Happy holidays and remember to be good! Kathy