I Can't Believe I did it!
Hey all:
Ever since reaching my goal weight in May, I've been toying with the idea of joining the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society's Team In Training. This is a nation-wide organization which trains runners and cyclists to participate in races. In exchange for the coaching, training and support, team members raise money which goes towards funding research and treatment of blood cancers, and to helping patients and their families as they cope with the disease.
Tonight, with a lump in my throat and my heart pounding in my chest, I actually signed the commitment form. I'm a little scared and very excited. This was a huge step for me. Imagine me...who could barely roll off the couch to get the remote and was pissed to have to make the effort, crossing the finish line of a half-marathon.
I chose the race taking place in Disney World the weekend of January 8 and 9, 2011. The NJ team's kickoff party is this Wednesday night, and then the training and meetings begin.
I can't believe I'm actually doing this. I'm not concerned about the fundraising; I know my family and friends will all be happy to support me financially. I'm not concerned about achieving the physical strength; I know that with a little consistency I will be strong enough to finish. My biggest concern is being committed and mentally tough enough.
Of course my goal is to complete the race, but the bigger achievement for me would be to have a major shift in thinking. I want to start believing that I can do this, that I can do anything. I want to start believing that the voices in my head that constantly make me doubt myself are just voices, nothing more, and they can be ignored and ultimately silenced.
Ever since reaching my goal weight in May, I've been toying with the idea of joining the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society's Team In Training. This is a nation-wide organization which trains runners and cyclists to participate in races. In exchange for the coaching, training and support, team members raise money which goes towards funding research and treatment of blood cancers, and to helping patients and their families as they cope with the disease.
Tonight, with a lump in my throat and my heart pounding in my chest, I actually signed the commitment form. I'm a little scared and very excited. This was a huge step for me. Imagine me...who could barely roll off the couch to get the remote and was pissed to have to make the effort, crossing the finish line of a half-marathon.
I chose the race taking place in Disney World the weekend of January 8 and 9, 2011. The NJ team's kickoff party is this Wednesday night, and then the training and meetings begin.
I can't believe I'm actually doing this. I'm not concerned about the fundraising; I know my family and friends will all be happy to support me financially. I'm not concerned about achieving the physical strength; I know that with a little consistency I will be strong enough to finish. My biggest concern is being committed and mentally tough enough.
Of course my goal is to complete the race, but the bigger achievement for me would be to have a major shift in thinking. I want to start believing that I can do this, that I can do anything. I want to start believing that the voices in my head that constantly make me doubt myself are just voices, nothing more, and they can be ignored and ultimately silenced.
Welcome to the Mutual Admiration Society.
I was so inspired by you in Chick Soup. Just getting up there and singing your heart out and owning that stage! Anyone could see that you felt real joy performing that night, and I'm so impressed by your talent and chutzpah!
I want to be the one to write the book or movie about your life. You are amazing!
I was so inspired by you in Chick Soup. Just getting up there and singing your heart out and owning that stage! Anyone could see that you felt real joy performing that night, and I'm so impressed by your talent and chutzpah!
I want to be the one to write the book or movie about your life. You are amazing!
>>> My biggest concern is being committed and mentally tough enough <<< … When I think of committed and mental, you’re the first person who comes to mind 
I have NO DOUBT you will be able to do this.
It took strength to admit you had a problem you can’t control. It took strength to decide to have an operation. It took strength to do what was needed before and after the operation to be successful. It took strength to say “I need help" when you needed it. So you KNOW YOU have the strength, now you need to call on it again for this.
Know I will be there if you need!! I envy you. Maybe one day I’ll be able to do something like this too.
Good Luck on your Journey !!
Tom
“Nothing I will ever eat will give me the feeling I get as when I lose weight” The views expressed are based on my own experiences - and should NOT BE FOLLOWED IN LIEU OF DOCTOR’S ADVICE/INSTRUCTIONS. Only your Doctor knows your condition, and make sure you talk to them before making any changes to your diet
Tom
“Nothing I will ever eat will give me the feeling I get as when I lose weight” The views expressed are based on my own experiences - and should NOT BE FOLLOWED IN LIEU OF DOCTOR’S ADVICE/INSTRUCTIONS. Only your Doctor knows your condition, and make sure you talk to them before making any changes to your diet
From one mental and committed person to another...
No one is a bigger inspiration than you! Not only because you have lost so much, but because you are always so generous with your time and expertise. You've done more to encourage weight loss than Jenny Craig and Jean Neiditch combined!
You will do your couch to 5K, and then you will join me at a future marathon. If you ever want to meet up at Horseshoe lake for a walk, I'll be there with bells on.
hugs to you Tom,
Linda
No one is a bigger inspiration than you! Not only because you have lost so much, but because you are always so generous with your time and expertise. You've done more to encourage weight loss than Jenny Craig and Jean Neiditch combined!
You will do your couch to 5K, and then you will join me at a future marathon. If you ever want to meet up at Horseshoe lake for a walk, I'll be there with bells on.
hugs to you Tom,
Linda
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