new srg date the 6th...question

 I am blown away.  I was so scared the doctors office was going to call right before my surgery and tell me they were pushing it back.  I have seen this happen to a lot of people, but this morning Dr. Williams nurse called, her first words word, I have to reschedule your surgery I almost started crying and they she said we are moving it up and then I was rejoicing, one less day I have to wait to be on the losers bench. i was reaching everyone else who is having it done of the 6th and I too am an emotional wreak.  I am irritable, getting mirgraines from stress and alergies are not helping, my mind wonders to this mostly. "Does this surgery have the ability to shorten my life span over all?"  I have never read anything about it one way or another. I really thought about it and had to realize it is not about how long you live but the quality of life you have.  For the last 5+ years I have had NO LIFE and have slowly pulled myself out of the human race.  I have become someone I don't like very much.  i am looking forward to having myself back, even though I know I will be different in a lot of ways.  My family is not used to me taking care of me.  This is the first time in my life I have felt enough love for myself through Gods eyes that I want to take care of me. 

I have a question for everyone.  Does anyone find that over spending and binge spending seem to go hand in hand with obesity.  I know in my family it has.  I have heard a couple of people mention it, so I am curious if others have this simiar problem.  So, it looks like I am sharing my new birthday with a lot of people so I am excited about that.

My angle has not contacted me in a long time, I don't know how to get a hold of her so I need a new one. Anyway 1 more day of regular diet before my life changes.  i have a 2 day bowel prep where I take a bunch of laxitives and can only have clear liquids for two days. i am blabbing now I am just so excited I can't put it into words. Love Trish

congrats on your new date  i'm right down the road from you in lindenwold -- i do alot of walking at Riverwinds in W. Deptford

good luck

roberta