Insomnia

I can't concentrate at work.  I can't sleep.  I can't focus. Yes, I'm obsessed with planning my wedding. JUST KIDDING!  It's really the thoughts of my brachioplasty on Friday.  I wi**** would just get here already.  I now remember the panicing before the RNY.

I keep trying to think positive thoughts of me in my wedding gown.   Those at the Lakewood meeting know that I stupidly watched the first nanosecond of a brachioplasty webcast, which has permanently scarred my mind.  How can someone be a surgeon it's just SO DISGUSTING!

Stop!  Take a deep breath and think of all the good things that are happening to you.  Your surgery will be over before you know it and you will be showing off your sleek arms in no time at all.  Think positive thoughts and try to keep your mind occupied with other things for the next few days.  You know the panic will pass and you will move forward thru this journey just the way you did with the RNY.  Good luck and can't wait to see you when the surgery is over!  I'll be thinking of you this weekend.  

Hiya Angela, Any surgery is scary and i think ya know that! lol..... Like i said last night.  Nannette came out of it fine..... and i know you will be.  I am sure everyone who knows u will be thinking of you on Friday!  Just think of the success you have had losing the weight... think of this as a reward... YOU HAVE EARNED IT!!!!! Good luck on Friday ... let us know how your feeling when you are up to posting.... huggs Christine

Like I said last night, I'm jealous!  I know that anxious feeling though.  Girl, just think of all the cute halter tops and dresses that you'll be able to wear afterwards...and of course, that strapless wedding gown!!! 

Once they give you the "happy juice",  it'll all be but a memory, and you'll be on the quick road to recovery.  You've done extensive research on the surgery and the surgeon, so I'm sure you'll be fine!  And with you being an attorney, I'm sure that your surgeon is going to be sure to take extra special care of you and make everything nice and neat so you don't sue him!  Keep us posted! Big hugs, Wendy

Thank you everyone for listening to me whining.  My surgery is schedule for 7:30 am.  I'm just counting the minutes now.

Angela~ I am SOO with you on that, how can a surgeon do what he does?  GROSS!  I have thought that a million times over..... gross!

Anyway, other than that..... YOU are going to do great with the arm fixing!  I am jealous.... you are going to look amazing in sleeveless shirts, and your wedding gown.  Keep your eye on the goal girl, you will get to enjoy your new arms forever

I will be thinking of you on Friday, I will say a prayer... even a few.

BTW.. my daughter, Caitlin, did great at the "Footloose" try outs this week.  We spent many hours of quality time with that director, Jan.  She had to sing, dance and read for him, a few times.  He seems like a nice guy, and he liked my daughter, so he can't be all that bad!  Maybe we can sit together at the play, do you go to those?

Michelle

AGELA,

 YOU WILL BE OK! iT IS WORTH IT INTHE END BEST OF LUCK AND PRAYERS TO YOU!

JOYCE SAVAGE TOMS RIVER SUPPORT GROUP WHO HAS BEEN MIA!

 

Joyce-- Come back, we miss you!

Michelle