Been almost four years next month and wow has it been a crazy four years.  I dont get on here at all like I used to and I guess at times I try to forget I was the big girl that no one paid attention to.
I've come along way in the past four years and have had many up and downs. 
Life is so different when your skinny and its sad to see how people treat you so much better when you arent the big girl anymore.  Once I started loosing the weight I started getting attention that I never used to and it was very nice but inside I get upset with the people who are so nice to me.  Im always thinking "would this person even gave me the time of day if I was still big?" 
All in all I'm still glad I had the surgery and all is well. I have my ups and downs but I keep on fighting.  I havent had any issues with keeping my weight off and If I feel like im going overboard I slow it was down and go back to the beginning.  I weigh myself everyday for fear of ending up the way I was again. Im gonna start checking in more often.  I do like to see all the before and after pics and talk to all these wonderful people who are so inspired to be better.