freaking tired of this

Those of you that has read my post know that I have been sick for 9 months now. The whole time. Well 3 weeks ago they found a blockage and gave me meds to fix it. Well I have felt the best I have in 9 months. Well when I got home from work yesterday I had 3 messages from a digestive doctor my doctor sent me to. They did blood work 3 weeks ago. Well They was colsed by the time I got home. So I called this morning. And they said my GASTRIC LEVEL was real high. Now I got to go back to the hospital for more test. They are going to call me tomorrow and let me know when to be there. The last time I was in presbyterian hospital it was horrable. The nurse was a big lady and told me "YOU ARE STILL NOT SKINNY" I pulled my own IV out and came home. I hope she is there this time. My weight is 115 lbs. now. Well enough venting............I'm sorry but I am so depressed................If I was not at work I would cry my eyes out. Please pray for me. Thanks Amy