Been MIA but will try to post more
I got my first pay check the other day and loving my new job.
Yesterday I gave out 467 samples of muffins and coffee.
I am grateful the call of the muffins did not effect me what so ever.
Today I took my mom to easter dinner with her grandchildren at the meal she handed out plastic eggs of M&M's
I gave mine to my nieces and the leftover eggs to her nurse.
OMG there is so much going on with some members of my very disfunctional family and I am full of pain for my brother's children who have had to endure though the maddness of the addictions that their grandmother has and their father OMG
I hope with all my heart that I was able to let them all know I will always be here for them and love them.
During the time they were growing up and I was SMO i was not able to love them like I wanted too.
Now I can hopfully show them how much I dearly love them.
My one niece who started showing some weight problems has gotten involved in taking Zumba.
She looks great and we had a great conversation about different ways of cooking.
I never knew till today that they grew up dreading family holidays how very sad.
Sorry this is so long but I can come here and unload my feelings.
What I have learned today helps keep me on course to keep doing the right thing for me.
I wanted to come home and eat Pringles and yes I had a few maybe 10 but made myself get up and heat up some soup and have some deli meat.
Annie
Yesterday I gave out 467 samples of muffins and coffee.
I am grateful the call of the muffins did not effect me what so ever.
Today I took my mom to easter dinner with her grandchildren at the meal she handed out plastic eggs of M&M's
I gave mine to my nieces and the leftover eggs to her nurse.
OMG there is so much going on with some members of my very disfunctional family and I am full of pain for my brother's children who have had to endure though the maddness of the addictions that their grandmother has and their father OMG
I hope with all my heart that I was able to let them all know I will always be here for them and love them.
During the time they were growing up and I was SMO i was not able to love them like I wanted too.
Now I can hopfully show them how much I dearly love them.
My one niece who started showing some weight problems has gotten involved in taking Zumba.
She looks great and we had a great conversation about different ways of cooking.
I never knew till today that they grew up dreading family holidays how very sad.
Sorry this is so long but I can come here and unload my feelings.
What I have learned today helps keep me on course to keep doing the right thing for me.
I wanted to come home and eat Pringles and yes I had a few maybe 10 but made myself get up and heat up some soup and have some deli meat.
Annie
I gave up long ago!!! I can only control me! 
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