Old Habits Die Hard
I still go for the plus size section sometimes... I also find I now see something super cute in the plus size section... where were the cute plus sized clothes when I was plus sized?!?! Forget walking by lane bryant... I am always like ooooooo cute!!
Its also hard to get out of the fat mentality... I still feel weird going into stores like Guess or Bebe because I still feel too 'fat' when I go... I feel like the sales people and other shoppers are thinking about how I am too big to fit into anything or I must be shopping for somebody else... when that really isnt the case!
First visit to surgeon - 288 ~ bmi 45.1
2 week pre-op 252 ~ bmi 39.5
Total lost - 153 Since surgery - 117!
Goal weight - 155 (mine) 180 (surgeons)
Current weight - 135 (2020 I lost 10lbs due to dedicating myself to working out more and being in better shape)
1/14/2025 still maintaining 135 :-)
Extended TT, lipo, fat injections - 11/2011
BA/BL/Arm Lift - 7/2014
Scar revision on arms - 3/2015
HALO laser on arms/neck 9/2016
Thigh Lift 10/2020
Thigh Lift revision 10/2021