Kinda Down

So... yesterday, my beautiful 2 year old baby nephew passed away. He's not really my nephew, but might as well be. I will admit something right now, that I've never let ANYBODY know.. I'm real down right now. I'm tore up in little pieces. I've now had 4 deaths in my life within 3 months. I just have to keep my head up and know that this too shall pass. I can't be anything but happy for my little sexymann (that's what I called him haha) because he is at ease.

I have to miss my first senior assembly tomorrow morning due to my doctor appointment. I'm really disappointed about that. I've been having stomach pains. I was at my friend's house the other day and I had a sharp pain in my stomach and I pushed down and there was the port, clear as day. Is that normal?
Anyway, I love you Austin.. rip babyboy!!!
Love always,
Aunt Manderz :'(

I'm sooooo sorry for your loss. I wish I could help the pain go away.

As for your port being visible, don't worry about it, it is that way for many people. Keep me posted, dear. Sue