05/04 REFLECTIONS FOR THE DAY
Many people pray as though to overcome the will of a reluctant God, instead of taking hold of the willingness of a loving God.  In the late stages of our addiction, the will to resist has fled.  Yet when we admit complete defeat, and when we become entirely ready to try the principles of The Program, our obsession leaves us and we enter a new dimension -- freedom under God as we understand Him.  IS MY GROWTH IN THE PROGRAM CONVINCING ME THAT GOD ALONE CAN REMOVE OBSESSIONS?

TODAY I PRAY
May I pray not as a complaining child to a stern father, as though "praying" must always mean "pleading," usually in moments of helpless desperation.  May I pray, instead, for my own willingness to reach out to Him, since He is ready at all times to reach out to me.  May I regard my Higher Power as a willing God.

TODAY I WILL REMEMBER
God is willing.

Good Morning OH'ers.. IT'S FRIDAY! !

Today I am grateful..

For true friends..

For the ability to help others..

For the way I feel..

For it being Friday..

For the fact that I have something to be grateful for..

SONG OF THE WEEK

NOBODY KNOWS BY THE TONY RICH PROJECT..

I wi****old her how I felt maybe she'd be here right now but, instead

I pretend that I'm glad you went away
These four walls are closin' more every day
and I'm dying inside
and nobody knows it but me
like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
and I'm cryin' inside
and nobody knows it but me

Why didn't I say
the things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a tumblin' down
I can say it so clearly
but you're nowhere around

Chorus
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
and I just keep thinkin' 'bout the love that we had
and I'm missin' you
and nobody knows it but me

I carry your smile when I'm broken in two
and I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm tremblin' inside and nobody knows it but me
I lie awake it's a quarter past three
I'm screamin' at night as if I thought
you'd hear me
Yeah my heart is callin' you
and nobody knows it but me

How blue can I get
You could ask my heart
but like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn
all apart
A million words couldn't say just how
I feel
A million years from now ya know
I'll be lovin' you still

Chorus
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
and I just keep thinkin' 'bout the love that we had
and I'm missin' you
and nobody knows it but me

Chorus
Tomorrow mornin' I'm hittin' the dusty road
gonna find you where ever, ever you might go
I'm gonna unload my heart and hope
you come back to me... yeahhh
said when the nights are lonely...

The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
and I just keep thinkin' 'bout the love that we had
and I'm missin' you (I'm missin' you)
and nobody knows it but me

naahhheeeee

The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
and I just keep thinkin' 'bout the love that we had (I always thought
that you'd be right by my side)
and I'm missin' you
and nobody knows it but me

MOVIE QUOTE OF THE WEEK..

"I'm going to make him an offer he can't refuse."
FROM THE GOD FATHER..

Happy Hump Day..

Today I am grateful..

That it is a day that ends in Y and I am above the dirt..

For reality..

For learning about myself..

For No Regrets..

For being able to feel pain..

Today I am grateful..

For my mom.. Today is her 65th birthday and May God bless her as much as he blessed me when he gave me this angel on earth..

For things that make me smile..

For my cell phone..

For knowing a few things.. LOL

That I have people that love me in spite of all my flaws..

Good Monday Morning..

Today I am grateful..

For the time I spent with my mom this weekend.. Tomorrow is her birthday and I love her..

For time spent with my brother and nephews..  I got to play a three hole scramble and I hit the winning shot so I guess it is true the sun does shine on a dog's behind every once in a while..

For no tickets..

For seeing some eye opening stuff this weekend..

For signs..