My head talks to me in another way

Hi all, I posted on the grads board last night about how disappointed I felt when I looked at my vacation pix. All I saw was saggy legs and arms. Last week I thought they looked great. I was getting ready to post some on the board and I freaked! Seems my self destructive disease got the best of me. My daughter said today I scared her because I am never satisfied. She thinks if I have plastic surgery it will become an obsession. I cannot say that would not happen. I really am happy and grateful for my health and appearance today. It just sucks to know how quickly and easily I get out of balance. It doesn't have to be food/ alcohol/meds/ shopping. It can be anything. I am glad I posted and shared and that my family is honest with me. Today I am aware but I need others to relate and call me on my sh*t. I am off to get the nails done because it makes me happy to take care of myself. I am going to an NA convention in Panama City this weekend. Should be fun and I love going to the speaker presentations. I am sure I will hear something I need. Laurie