Anyone out there?
this is off topic--
but HI, i read in a previous thread of your something about---when you were working on your 4th step...I have been in the program awhile and I am going through some HUGE issues right now in my life, and i am recommiting myself to going through the steps and i am trying to do a good 4th step right now. I have been using the big books description (what is it pages 65-75 or something like that) but can you give me any further advice or anything?
Hi Randy,
I just sent you an email. I hope it gets to you. I am a big believer in the steps. I do not like working them but I am always glad I did. It is my personal belief that going to 12 step meetings can keep someone clean. However, I believe that you will not get the full benifit of recovery unless you have sponsor, use that sponsor, call other addicts and have a support system in the rooms and do steps.
My life has never been better. The day I sat on my patio with a cup of coffee and my mind not racing a hundred miles per hour and just enjoyed being there was the best day of my life. I had not been living in the moment since childhood. THAT is peace of mind for me.
I hope to hear back from you.
Laurie