~SPIRITUAL~ A DAY AT A TIME
03/23 REFLECTION FOR THE DAY
The Program teaches us, through the experience, strength and hope of its fellowship, that the worst situation imaginable does not warrant a return to our addiction. No matter how bad a particular situation or set of cir****tances, the return to our old ways for even a minute will assuredly make it worse. AM I GRATEFUL FOR THE SHARING AND CARING OF THE PROGRAM?
TODAY I PRAY
May I insist that no stone can be heavy enough to drag me back down into the pool of my addiction. No burden, no disappointment, no blow to pride or loss of human love is worth the price of returning to my old way of life. When I harbor thoughts that life is "too much" for me, that no one should be expected to "take so much and still remain sane" or that I am "the fall guy, " let me listen for the tone of my complaints and remember that I have heard that whine before -- BEFORE I concluded that I was powerless over the chemical and gave my will over to the Will of God. Such wailing sets me up for getting high again. May God keep my ears alert to the tone of my own complaining.
TODAY I WILL REMEMBER
Hear my own complaints.
It is good to have an end to journey towards; but it is the journey that matters in the end. ~Ursula K. LeGuin