Grateful Post..

Today is the anniversary of my brother's murder so the grateul post is going to be all about him.. I don't want sympathy posts this is therauputic for me..

Today I am a grateful..

For the 24 years I had with my brother..

That I was able to help his kids out by taking them in..

That they kids turn out okay in spite of all the stuff I put them through..

That I am learning to deal with his murder in my own way..

For being able to cry around people and they still love you..

I am going to do another song of the day.. It was our favorite song..

BACK WHERE YOU BELONG BY 38 SPECIAL..

I heard you're askin how I'm feelin
I guess I'll play it day by day
I'm still around now my heart is healin
But something's never gonna change

Cause now I know love ain't easy to find
I let you go, now I'm changing my mind

I know that love, it don't come easy
Took so long, it's been hard to find
And so, love, you must believe me
Ain't gonna let it slip away
I know I was wrong
I want you back where you belong
Want you back where you belong
Back where you belong

I've played around now
I've done some dealin
I found that love should be with you
And so you're gone now
My head is reelin'
Don't wanna be with someone new
And so I go with a feelin inside
Because I know what I'm leavin behind

I know that love, it don't come easy
It took so long it's been hard to find
And so, love, you must believe me
Ain't gonna let it slip away
I know I was wrong
I want you back where you belong
Want you back where you belong
Back where you belong

I guess in time
I'd stop and think it over
Everything that we've been through
This heart of mine may never find another
Who loves me just the way you do

I heard you're askin how I'm feelin
I guess I'll play it day by day
I'm still around now my heart is healin'
But something's never gonna change

Cause now I know love ain't easy to find
I let you go, now I'm changin' my mind
(repeat chorus)