In the right place.. for now

I'm bipolar and I have depression, anxiety and migrains. Right now, I'm doing good. my mind is in the right place for testing and getting ready for the whole surgery thing. I am positive and confidence. Is it the thought of the change that's doing this or am I on an upwards swing?

a few days ago, I was a wreck. My pdoc and my therapist were worried. I was having panic attacks back to back. I was wondering if my meds were right. Now, I'm as level as a table. (Knock on wooden table).

With this illness, you keep waiting for the other shoe to drop, lets hope it doesn't. I don't need a downwards swing or an upwards one either. I kinda worry about med absorption after surgery. But everything in it's due time. I should be fine. I did loose 9lbs. : ).