Been sick and laying low
Last week I developed a whopping case of bronchitis. I have been feeling lousy and my food has been just horrible because of some emotional issues. I have not been doing my self-soothing, and have been bingeing on sugar and dumping like crazy. I also started cutting last night. I am a mess.
The issue is I am applying for jobs in Michigan in the hopes of moving there soon so I can live closer to my daughter and granddaughter. That is good. The problem is I have abandonment issues with my therapist, and would have to give up therapy with him if I move. Easier said than done. I have a huge "Daddy complex" with him, especially since my father died 31 years ago.
I have to get back to bed.
Huggles,
Trish
Seek always to do some good, somewhere. Every man has to seek in his own way to realize his true worth. You must give some time to your fellow man. For remember, you don't live in a world all your own. Your brothers are here too.
Albert Schweitzer
Albert Schweitzer
I love the "one door closes another opens" saying. Somebody in my home group modified it to say:
"When one door closes, another door opens - but it's HELL in the hallway!" :-)
how true....
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"God does not care about our mathmatecial difficulties - he integrates emperically!" - Albert Einstein
"God does not care about our mathmatecial difficulties - he integrates emperically!" - Albert Einstein