Strange Affirmation post
forgive me. I typed it. I must put it out into the universe: things i am not willing to do:
eggshell walks beg somebody to make love to me mind read be responsible for more than my side of the street feel badly and as though I've done something wrong when another has unreasonable expectations from me feel badly when another does not voice those expectations yet punishes me for not meeting them constantly worry that I'm too distant, too close, too smothering, too aloof, too needy, too independant fail to trust my motives and intentions allow somebody to make me feel as though my motives are unpure be a bottomless landfill for emotional waste forgo sleep, eating and serenity put aside my own needs - emotional, physical, material, spiritual be afraid to say anything because it might be misconstrued as non supportive, non patient or judgemental have emotional conversations with somebody under the influence of alcohol or drugs jeopardize my sobriety due to my reactions to another human being be mind****** and tested with no chance to pass the test and just for effect: *&$#(#%^ #&&$#, *&^%! and *&$^# m
"God does not care about our mathmatecial difficulties - he integrates emperically!" - Albert Einstein
Michelle, These are AWESOME insights. You are so able to self-examine and see what you need to do to get better. Keep up the great work.
Super Hugs,
Trish
Albert Schweitzer
