Day #1
The title should probably read 'Day 1 - again'. I have some major things happening that give me great hope that I will not have to use this title again. I'm feeling pretty nasty physically so that's keeping my mind off of any cravings. I have some major surgery coming up in a few weeks (non-wls) I really want this stuff out of my system when I go under. [The prospect of them misjudging the amount to give me due my increased tolerance and finding myself waking up totally weirds me out.] I will not be able to drive for 6 weeks or so and that means no access. Therefore it seems like a support system is in place, whether I wanted it or not but I really do want it.
The day count really seems to be working for you Pittsburg Cutie so I thought I'd try the same. I've been lurking with minor postings for some time on this forum and just wanted to say thanks for the help I've already received from you all.
Albert Schweitzer
Lori at Goal
RNY October 2004
Congrats to both of you for not drinking today. You don't have to do this alone. Our minds are powerful things and we can't always think ourselves out of a drink. But there are others who have been exactly where you are and are very willing and anxious to help. All you gotta do is ask!....or sometimes....just even hint a little.
Looking forward to an update on Day Two!
Love, Karen