Back in Court today

Good morning family.  *yawn*   Today is my son's trial.  I think it's strange, but I'm anxious.  It's strange because I know that no matter what happens, he's not going to be coming home, so that outcome is pretty much written into stone.  I suppose I'm worried a bit because his probation officer has not gotten back with me to let me know if she found a residential treatment placement for him.  If not, that means that the court will just incarcerate him.  I guess it does me no good to be anxious because the outcome is totally out of my hands, and he has his own path and higher power to gide HIS life now.  I'm not mucho squirrely, just a bit nervous I suppose. In other news - the boyfriend (see how I've progressed - he's the boyfriend now) is taking me to Sanibel Island, Florida Oct 10-14 for a getaway with just the two of us.  That warms my heart.  It's been so so so so long since I let my guard down with a man.  I'm not sure I have at all really in the 10 years I've been divorced.  I dated, but always held a part of myself back.  This relationship is very different.  I feel like a kid again where he is concerned.  I really need that mini vacation.  He's so good at sensing my needs and coming through for me.  love him love him love him.  And the wild part is that I've been very good at expressing the same in a recripocal fashion without fear or score keeping! So I'm here slamming the coffee since I did not sleep very much last night.  I'm just sending some affirmations out into the universe for my angels.  I'd appreciate y'alls help in spreading them for me. * Everything in the universe is exactly how it supposed to be at this moment in time * I will accept responsibility for my choices, but not for the outcome of the situation * Worry does not change the outcome * I am a child of the universe and I am wonderful and loved * I have all the tools I Need to solve my problems - may I become willing to do the footwork * I *will* know peace.  I will seek serenity.  I will follow the advice of the Desiderada * Few things are coincidence - I will view my life as a science fiction novel ;-) * I will show love to other human beings today via word, thought and action. Love you guys! Michelle

Michelle-

Good luck with son's court, and you are truly blessed. So is the "boyfriend" *wink*


Liz

Michelle, How did it go at court today?  I hope you are doing better.  Your trip sounds like a great idea.  I hope it is a time of refreshing for you. Hugs, Trish