And so it begins....

Good morning all!! Well the pills are all gone, I was truly blessed and did not gobble them all up like I usually do, so hopefully withdrawal wont be to awful. Like I said I’m going on vacation and don’t want to ruin it for everyone but I’m thinking what better way to go then on a cruise ship!!!!I will just have to force myself to deal!!!!. But again I ask for your prayers it’s truly awesome how they can fill someone with such peace (Thank you God) You all have a magnificent day!

Peace out Nikki

Hi Nikkie..  you will certainly be in prayers..  when do you leave for your cruise.. and where are you cruising too??   I do worry about you detoxing on a cruise ship.. will you be with anyone who knows of your addiction.. that can help you incase you should need it??  please take care

Hi Rhonda  Thanks for your response like a good and crazy addict I am cruising in to Cancun. I always do these crazy things to save money and it ends up costing me more.  Yesterday my trans started slippng ( just bought the car 4 days ago) so I'm driving down the highway and she just didnt want to move so I pulled over I was sitting there a few second and a cop pulls up behind me so I think great this is just what I need now. He come to my window and says GET OUT OF THE CAR NOW. next thing I know me and the kids are running from my now fully engulfed in flames car!! Losrd know how long I would have sat there on my pity pot before I got out.

It was so strange how that cop showed up I never saw him behind me. I’ll tell ya in my day I’ve driven with no oil, no floor, no tires, no breaks you name a problem and one of my old clunkers have had it, but I’ve never seen a car burst into flames like that. I don’t have full coverage so that sucks. But the really hard part my husband got script for back pain I saw the bottle in his truck and went searching for it while he was in the shower I was gonna switch them for a nice healthy vitamin but I couldn’t find them. So now I’m all kinds of pissed at him cause he wont give me any! Makes for a pretty ****ty start of our vacation. I am so sorry I don’t know why I’m rambling on like this! Thank you so much for your prayers. Have a peaceful night Nikki  

wow.. how fortunate the officer pulled up behind you.  That sounds way to scary.. I'm glad everyone was/is okay.   If you can, I strongly recommend an AA meeting..  you really need to think of YOURSELF.. and for this once.. be selfcentered enough to get help for YOU.   Have fun in Cancun.. and try to be kind to dear hubby.. I'm sure he's just worried and concerned for your health and well being. hugsss