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ThanksTrish! :love:

Great work Cutie! Keep on your 90 & 90.  Your doing great. DarDar

Congratulations on 6 days sober.  I remember when I got clean my 2nd day clean and sober and I did the exact same thing you did.  Stood up in a room full of 60 people and cried and all I could say was I can't stayed stopped.  I did everything you say you are doing and I am going on 14years clean and sober.   A very good friend reminded me in my first few weeks of sobriety, not to beat myself or think I am wierd because even though I want to stay clean I still wanted to get high.  He said to me it is more natural for you to want to get loaded than be clean it is our nature.  I had never thought of that. So remember when you have a temptation it is normal because that is WHAT WAS  the normal for you.  You are making a new normal for you now and it is to NOT DRINK.  Eventually it will be more normal for you to be sober than not.  You will always have bad days, but never as bad as when you drank, and you will always have temptation, but if you arm yourself with people, God and courage you will make it. God bless Trish