Thwarted

At least temporarily. I went to my morning meeting and it was disbanded over the summer. The secretary and I are meeting at my house tomorrow morning to discuss what to do. I am torn between committing to taking Tuesday and Thursday, but there's also a 7:30 at a different place just as far away. You know how we alkies hate to commit, esp. with new meetings where sometimes poeple don't show. I'll have to think about it. Part of me is that things that wants to do for others...well, if I don't do 6:30, the people who have to go to work won't have a meeting. But that's silly. If hardly anyone is showing up, they don't want it. I should take care of myself first. 7:30 would be better. See how easy that was once I put it in written words? It's been juggling around in my brain for an hour and just made perfect sense in 2 minutes once I started to write. I should journal, but I don't. Does posting count? Vicki