Off to a Meeting
today has been good..............
I got a job interview in the town I want to move to.................my friend forgave me for my drunken nastiness last night, he himself is in recovery..........its horrible for me to call him when Im drunk....but we are going to a meeting tonight and then out to dinner................
DCF came to my door today......ugh and that really hit the nail on the head, my house was a mess, Im hungover and they said they will come whenever they want................
WAKE UP BETHANY!!!!!! This is not a game, I cant play this anymore.........."oh one drink wont hurt" one beer...blah blah blah.............I CANT DRINK!!!
ANyway Im excited for tonight, im down 115 lbs!! and wear a size 6/8!!!!
I dont want to be a skinny drunk!!!!!!!!!!!!
thankyou guys for being here~
xoxoxox
Bethany