Every area of my life

I think about how addiction affects all areas of my life often. I work to apply my recovery to my life not just substance abuse. Last night was a perfect example. I went to the store AND STOCKED UP ON VITAMINS AS i HAVE BEE BAD AT MY WLS STUFF AND WAS FEELING IT. I took my suppliments. We had a cook out. Now I know I cannot tolerate bratwurst. Ever! But, being the addict I am I decided this time it would be different. Hmm. Doing the same things expecting different results! LOL I of coarse . Now for the next day my pouch is irritated. I did not do what I should. Think it thru to the end and I am paying. It does not matter that it was not a drink or pill. I acted out of old ways. Laurie