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WHAT I meant to type was "we cant push each other away here huh? Thankgoodness for that.......no judgements here, just sharing of feelings and experiences etc.................. hahaha xoxox Bethany

Hi Michelle!!! Ive made it, past the "itching" hour........Im cranky as Hell but dont have the urge to drink............ Listen to what happened: Remember I said I threw away the box of wine this morning? Well I thought Hubby had thrown the garbage away...................at 4pm I start digging through it and find it, I poured a glass and took a tiny sip and immeditly spit it out...............I just couldnt beleive what I was doing....wretched, hideous, nasty................ I made a fresh icetea, got my book and took the kids outside...............PHEW.......and right now Im sober!!!!!!!! I too want to go to my PCP.............there is some medicine I dont know the name that alcoholic take to ward off cravings........... Good for you hiding your money keys etc.................. Today is an ok day I have AOL Instant Messenger and my screen name is Bethany13075 if anyone on here wants to chat please add me to your buddy list~ ~~Bethany~~

proud of you! I just realized that this is day 3 without smoking - that is a good sign. The last time I quit (about 9 yrs ago and actually stayed off 'em until last year) it took about 3 days before I didn't want to have a nervous breakdown. Yes this *IS* a good day! hugs - I'm very glad you are perservering! m

AWESOME JOB on your DAY 3 OF NO CIGGYS!!!! for you!!! clap: I smoke ALOT when I am drinking........when I am not drinking I wont touch a smoke..weird huh? Im scared for tomorrow though.............when I skip a day of drinking then the next day is ALWAYS a drinking/smoking day................. BUT LETS GET THROUGH TODAY FIRST Once again, glad to have found you and this board!!!