I quit smoking

thank you so much for your lil word of wisdom. i have felt like a loser already because of not quitting, but i so bad want to lose weight and i believe it will be easier(not alot) but less stress after surgery is done and I know I lived tgrough it. I do know when i do quit it will be forever cause its gross. well just found out i have to be at the hospital at 7am. now i can get really nervous. My one main concern is getting down all the protein and liquid i have to, but i am very determined to do what i have to do not to end up with complications by something i have done. thank you so much for responding to my letter. you just helped make things a lil easier on me