Screw this!

 I just went to post a carefully worded message on the Men's Forum.  I caught an error on it, went to correct it, and can't find it--like a drafted but unsent e-maii.  or, maybe it was sent and I can't find it.  I can only write about 1 paragraph over the interedt per night. within a 24 hour time frame. I give up for today.  Bob

 I'm sorry for the title and for any offence it may cause especially to the moderators.  I've been oh OH since July 2000 and this is the first time I have been this frustrated. I can actually briefly explain my problem.  when I originally typed that this "is the first time" I actually wrote this is the first tmo instead of time.  When I just sent to correct myself, I wrote that this is the irtsf or some combination of letters that you are supposed to know to be first.  I'm especially having problems with dropping the last letter of one word and then running tino the next word.  Maybe I should/nt eve try to correct all of these letters. It's very frustrating for me.

I'd really prefer your prayers and good wishes as opposed to your feelings of what is wrong.  I'll let my doc determine that.  I hope to post on the Men's forum later in the week.  Bob

 I called PCP this am and went for blood work early afternoon=7 or 8 tubes.  I'm having CT scan Th afternoon.  I don't resent the overall plan that the shrink may have had.  I am using C-PAP religiously now--kind of like closing the barn door after the horse is out.  I may have needed a big scare to get me running scared.  I mean I do have a cousin who is 9 mos younger than me and had a stroke at age 48 that left him partiyzed on his fight sn   rt side.Bob