I just landed back on Earth. Where was I? Who Knows?
My wife told me she received an e-mail I had meant to send to a friend. She wondered who is even up at 3:00am besides me. I told her my friend usually works until 1 or 2 am on Sun morning in his end of week tech job. As I write this, I;m noticing that my fingers have slowed down a little but my mind and body still seem to be running at different speeds. I somehow know that's not logically possible. I'm a very logical and analytical person, so this feels strange. Like,"what a long strange trip it's been" even though it only lasted a few days. And, I never drove during that time nor went anywhere without my wife.
I know I'll have to discuss this with my shrink when I see him on Wed. I can only say what happened in general terms but I don't know the full scope of what took place.
I'm sorry if offended anyone in the past week. I have no idea who I sent e-mails to or Contacted. I know that people who I responded to in my Messages show up in Sent Messages. But, at this time, I'm just going to let everything slide. Just what do you sa yto a person who is temporarily crazy? I'm the person and I don't know.
I just wish anyone who might have had an idea of how messed up I was would have simply advised me to talk to my wife or a friend, and to please not drive a car. I just told my wife that I may have been saved from bodily harm because our ADT was armed and I don't know how to bypass an individual door or window. The fear of an alarm going off may have kept me at home.
In the past, I would ( prior to meds--about 20 years ago-- I used to like going out for a drive regardless of the toad conditions because it would clear my head. Well, we still have snow and ice on our roads. I could have gone out for the ride with no return.
Am I just being melodramatic? I don't know. I'm going to skip watching the Philly Eagles in an absolutely meaningless game and try and get some more sleep.
Thanks for listening and indulging my ramblings. I don' :blame" anyone for not posting. It probably mad sense to leave me alone.
I should have had a clue when I couldn't win at the easy version of Mount Olympus Solitaire. Bob
I know I'll have to discuss this with my shrink when I see him on Wed. I can only say what happened in general terms but I don't know the full scope of what took place.
I'm sorry if offended anyone in the past week. I have no idea who I sent e-mails to or Contacted. I know that people who I responded to in my Messages show up in Sent Messages. But, at this time, I'm just going to let everything slide. Just what do you sa yto a person who is temporarily crazy? I'm the person and I don't know.
I just wish anyone who might have had an idea of how messed up I was would have simply advised me to talk to my wife or a friend, and to please not drive a car. I just told my wife that I may have been saved from bodily harm because our ADT was armed and I don't know how to bypass an individual door or window. The fear of an alarm going off may have kept me at home.
In the past, I would ( prior to meds--about 20 years ago-- I used to like going out for a drive regardless of the toad conditions because it would clear my head. Well, we still have snow and ice on our roads. I could have gone out for the ride with no return.
Am I just being melodramatic? I don't know. I'm going to skip watching the Philly Eagles in an absolutely meaningless game and try and get some more sleep.
Thanks for listening and indulging my ramblings. I don' :blame" anyone for not posting. It probably mad sense to leave me alone.
I should have had a clue when I couldn't win at the easy version of Mount Olympus Solitaire. Bob
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