Sorry I'm late - Sunday Weigh - In
361 : all time high 2008
311 : surgery day 5/18/09
211 : First goal met (100 pounds post op + 50 pounds pre op = 150 pounds gone) 12/26/09
180 : GOAL!!! 04/12/10
181 : last week
179 : today
Still loving the #'s i see on the scale. Can't complain at all.
Yesterday I pulled out an old video camera I used years ago. It still had a tape in it, so i plugged it up and looked at the video. MY GOD....i was absolutely HUGE! I literally didn't recognize the walrus in the video....but it was me. It's funny, because when I was 361+ pounds, I didn't see a huge person in the mirror. Sure i knew i was big, but i guess i didn't realize I was THAT big. It's absolutely crazy. And it's intense motivation to keep accountable to the scale and stay where I am. I love life way too much on this side of the scale. Kinda makes me feel better about my daily scale addiction....i have to stay accountable, cause I can NEVER go back there, I just can't.
At any rate, finally moving to my own place in 10 days. Divorce/family drama/new job/new city/staying with relatives....it's been a crazy ass 90 days. So looking forward to getting settled and moving on.....
311 : surgery day 5/18/09
211 : First goal met (100 pounds post op + 50 pounds pre op = 150 pounds gone) 12/26/09
180 : GOAL!!! 04/12/10
181 : last week
179 : today
Still loving the #'s i see on the scale. Can't complain at all.
Yesterday I pulled out an old video camera I used years ago. It still had a tape in it, so i plugged it up and looked at the video. MY GOD....i was absolutely HUGE! I literally didn't recognize the walrus in the video....but it was me. It's funny, because when I was 361+ pounds, I didn't see a huge person in the mirror. Sure i knew i was big, but i guess i didn't realize I was THAT big. It's absolutely crazy. And it's intense motivation to keep accountable to the scale and stay where I am. I love life way too much on this side of the scale. Kinda makes me feel better about my daily scale addiction....i have to stay accountable, cause I can NEVER go back there, I just can't.
At any rate, finally moving to my own place in 10 days. Divorce/family drama/new job/new city/staying with relatives....it's been a crazy ass 90 days. So looking forward to getting settled and moving on.....
Highest Weight : 361 (pre-op diet) | Surgery Weight : 311 | Current Weight : 181