I'm in trouble.....

You know, there is always the medication anabuse.  That will keep the alcohol out.  BTW, NC  was not listed, but I can think of nothing I hate more than drunk drivers on my roads.  No pity or sympathy for them whatsoever when they are on the roads.  However, since 'loser' has vowed to no longer drink and drive, that is a start. 

If you'd rather die then go to AA....then you're probably doing the right thing.  DWI will probably kill you.....or if thats not bad enough, you'll probably end up killing some poor innocent person...and having to live with the shame and guilt for the rest of your life, as your house, cars, career, and wife are all riped away from you as you face manslaughter charges....and years in jail.   Then when your released, perhaps at that point you'll have enough humility to get the help that you need.    Or you can read these posts (mine and the ones prior) and say "hey these guys make a lot of sense" i should get some help.   I don't know where you live, but if your in NY, I'd be happy to go to your first AA meeting with you if it will get you to go.  Scott

I know who you are dude, you identified yourself without meaning to.  You give a lot of encouragement on the board and sometimes you get tough.  You can do it with others - do it with yourself. I'm afraid for you.  I've seen the life wreckage of alcoholism, man it's a bad street.  I'm glad you are going to stop driving drunk, do it for your family, for yourself dude!

Man, at least you realize you have a problem and you have admitted it.  I have a SERIOUS problem with this as I was a VICTIM of a DRUNK DRIVER.  I won't BLAST you because I've forgiven the POLICE OFFICER that was drunk and FOOLISH enough to drive stupidly drunk.  He was not injured of course, but I spent a month in a coma with 2 broken hips, a SERIOUS head injury, 7 broken ribs, a punctured lung, lacerated kidney and the fact that my family was told I would NEVER walk again.  I also devoloped ARDS and my family was told I wouldn't make it through the night.  I am so thankful that GOD stepped in and I did survive and I DO WALK.  I have serious repricutions as I have leg pain daily and I wear a leg brace.  This drunk almost killed me.  THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU ARE DOING TO YOURSELF!  You are KILLING yourself.  You could KILL SOMEONE ELSE!  Do you want to do this?  Do you want to die?  Could you live with yourself DAILY IF you killed someone else!  God forbid.   The only other thing I am going to say is that GOD loves you.  So do I!  I will PRAY FOR YOU DAILY!   MAKE SOME CHANGES DUDE!  Get a grip on your LIFE!