Latest Before & So Far Picture
Took out the camera after work today and took a new picture. Even I am shocked when I see these side by side.
Happy belated Fathers day to all the dads out there.
Peace
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I had to think about your question a bit. I think that I am surprised by both, but the current picture hits home the most. I was big for so long, that I never really imagined what I might look like underneath. (so to speak)
The odd part is that when I look head on into the mirror I don't always see that guy on the right. Apparently a lot of folks have this same issue after losing large amounts of weight.
I continue to see a therapist every couple weeks to work through these issues, but overall I am happy with myself and my decision and my life.
I sort of understand what you mean about not seeing the guy on the right. I am starting to get very frequent comments about my weight loss, even from people who don't know me well. (I've lost about 90 pounds since February, have about that much left to lose as well). Yet if I really stare in the mirror I don't see much difference, and if anything I expect to see someone a bit thinner.
That said, I looked at a photo of myself from last Christmas (at 375+), and I can't believe I was ever that guy. I've yo-yo'd between 220 and 330+ several times. So my problem isn't that I see myself as fatter than I am currently, but rather that I picture myself as a moderately overweight (~245) guy regardless of my current weight. Since I know I'm heading below 245 again (for good, I hope), I don't worry about correcting that misperception too much right now. But it will be interesting if/when I get to 200 or less to see how long it takes to adjust to that image.
Great work, and what a journey you've made in that 1 year. Like I've told many of the guys here on the board, you are an inspiration to me. I'm just 3 months out, and am flabergasted by my own results, and have a hard time picturing how I'll look and feel in another 9 months. Don't know if I'll be running marathons like some of the guys here, but my life is already changing for the better.
--Dave