hello all :-)

Lots happening this year.

I just bougth a house! so thats good

My marriage is rocky at best which is hard but i am okay with it and more ready for it to end than my husband
 
i am wearing a size 14 and feeling mostly good

I will be 50 next year and i had my bypass surgery June 1 2009. I am down 85 lbs from my heaviest so thats great.

I think I am headed into menopause, hot flashes the last few weeks, and around the same time i noticed that my appetite crept up to where I think it was prior to the surgery. maybe its in my head but i don't think so, but then again i look in the mirror and still see myself at 255lbs so who knows.

i was laid off jan 31 and i haven't had insurance since may so i haven't been back to tufts :-(

what can i do to fix this or does the bypass only get you started and then the pouch stretches?

thanks for your time!
;Lori

ps I am going to start journaling and making exercise a priority, i am still forgetful about my pills.