I am in deep Mourning!!!

It has finally come to me after all of the wonderful responses I received from my last post. I am in deep mourning. I have loss my best friend. FOOD. It never dawned on me before that I abused food the way I did. I never realized how much I depended on food until now. I find that as soon as I am stressed good or bad I am ready to reach for something to shove in my mouth. So I had to find something else. It is still hard no matter how much I try and divert my attention to something else,but at least it is a start. I bought the Gazelle Elite by Tony Little and now when I am stressed good or bad I HOP on Tony and ride into the sunset. I just wanted to say thank you all so much for your kind words and heartfelt emails. I know this is just the begining for me and that things will get better. I am slowly but surely learning the meaning "Patience is a Virtue". Adrienne

hi, my name is liz and I am interested in all that I can learn about the before and after surgery. I find you to be direct with your entries and I respect that ..if you don't mind explaining somethings to me (no hard feels if you don't and i would understand) i would like to know what is the hardest so far you have to deal with? and ....you should be proud of yourself for getting this far already, keep focus on your goals :] thanks