EMOTIONAL ISSUES FOCUSED ON DETERMINATION

Hey everyone well as many of you know ive been an emotional rollercoaster this past month with moving in with bf year surgaversary and money. well lost my part time so back to square one. ive question everything i do even my relationship and its deterating me. so im trying to snap out of it and take me time. read more walk mpre (not to keen on gym yet im trying) and its working a lil. so i was going thru pics and say my heavest right before surg and took one today.. and cried ive accomplished so much even when people didnt think i could i am proud of myself so im gonna try to use my emotional sadness to striving for more determination if that makes sense. im proud that i strayed from partying ... and when i do go its drink maybe 2 so im proud but had to share i know we all go thru things and need to find an outlet well mine is looking back at what UNHEALTHY WAS and look AT WHAT HEALTHY IS,. thanks for listening luv you all.

HEAVEST



TAKEN TODAY

Wow look at you!! Way to go!! 

Thanks ma i appreciate that youll be right where i am very soon watch... and enjoy the journey

catherine, you're doing so well!!! i want to be there, im stuck in the 189-194 range, and have been. ive even considered a revision seeing as how i am going nowhere!!!
im so proud of you.
if you need more money you can always sell sex toys lol!

thank you ma... my weight loss is deff slow but im trying to stay focused.. you know i was actually thinking of it to be honest. maybe july june is a rough month for me my part time called me back but no guarantee im still trying to fit a zumba class in my schedule lol we got to get together ma

one day at at time sweetheart - that's all you can do !! Stay focused but don't become obsessed - appreciate what you have already accomplished !!

thanks lisa i appreciate that i really do im trying

I know what it's like going through emotional issues. I have been going through them for a while and was just recently hospitalized for them. You look amazing though!  Just keep going through old photos of your self and maybe it will help you see your accomplishments and hopefully make you feel better. Do you have any old clothes? Try them on and see how they look. I did that with my clothes. Some finaly look good on me after having my panni removed, and others are actually too big!

Trust me on this one. I know it is allot easier said than done, but.......hang in there, sister. Take care and God bless.

well i think my panni has alot to dowith how im feeling its in my way on alot of things and its really getting to me. i see a plastjc surgeon in july so im looking forward to it

hey girl....now is when its all going to hit you....the reality of the situation is you've gone through so many changes in the last year and before then leading you up to the point when you walked into the hospital and had the surgery. the first year was the hardest for me emotionally,physically and losing a job could add additional finance stress but dont pick up old habits push harder to find an outlet the gym is good you'll meet new people and work out stress, and burn calories and feel better about the whole picture.  just dont look back set realistic goals and accomplish them one by one. stay surrounded by positive people who love and support you through the process i know we only met once or twice in person but im here for you if you need me ive gone throught almost everything one can experience in this process....and its still a struggle. stay strong. stay in touch. lucy.