airhead_74’s Posts
I haven't been on in a few days and when I logged in and read all of your messages I was overwhelmed. Thanks so much for all the kind words and support. I have days where I sabotage myself. When I wake up the next day I remind myself that it was only one day and I'm not going to let one day ruin all the days of hard work I've put in.I set smaller goals instead of big ones.. Reaching a new goal is a small victory and it encourages me to keep going. I swim in the summer & walk hen the weather isn't bad. Plus I'm more ative now that I am in college. I also spend a lot of time at the park with my boys. I can play ball with them now and, a few weeks ago I discovered that I could easily fit on the swings.Before the weight loss I could barely walk from my couch to the bathroom. Looing back on that reminds me to never give up.
It seems like forever since I've been on here. I have been so busy living life since I have lost weight and become more mobile & independent. Since starting my weight loss journey nearly 3 years ago I have lost over 357 pounds and gained my life back. I am now going through a divorce after nearly 15 years of marriage. I have never been alone and always feared it but I'm actually loving it. I am in my second semester of college studying accounting & getting good grades. I can drive, play with my boys, even fit on a swing at the park. If not for my weight loss I would still be stuck in a horrible marriage & pretty much trapped in my home, sitting in a wheelchair and being cared for by family members & home health aides. There have been so many ups and downs along the way but I don't regret a thing. I've gone from being stared at & laughed at in public to being hit on and asked out by guys as young as 21. Talk about flattering lol. Each day I learn something new & write a new page in my journey which is far from over. But I am loving life and living each day to it's fullest.
This is how far I've come from July 2010 to March 2013...
May 2010-572 pounds June 2010-572 pounds
July 2011-393 pounds April 2012-321 pounds
January 2013-221 pounds February 2013-216 pounds
June 2013-572 pounds February 2013-216 pounds
On January 10, 2011 I had and experimental procedure consisting of the lap band with plication. I lost 102 pounds before my surgery & around 175 pounds following surgery. But as most of you know the band is not intended for the super obese. So our game plan was to convert to another procedure once y weight loss came to a halt. year after surgery my weightloss was down to a crawl so it was time to submit to my insurance for the DS. After they finally approved it 6 months later my surgery date was set.
August 20, 2012 was my surgery date. It wasn'ta full conversion. I had the intestional part of the DS my I kept my band and plication. We felt that was a better option than cutting and shrinking the stomach when it was already smaller. I also had to have to have a port replacement. I have done well since my surgery losing over 30 pounds so far. But it's not without complications. Last week I was admitted into the hospital with an infection around my port. My body just doesn't want I guess. I saw my surgeon Wednesday. I still have an infection but it has gotte a little better. I have an appointment to see my surgeon again in 1 month. If the infection continues my port may have to be removed.
I know many a skeptical of new or experimental surgeries. But think of it this way, each and every one of these procedures had to begin somewhere. People had to be willing to be an experiment subject in order to create & perfect these procedures. I have no regrets about my choices. These procedures have helped me lose a total of 308 pounds and still counting.
My band was repalced with the port being atached in a better position, the plication still as it was and the instestines dne as a DS. Yes, it's experimental. Yes, my insurace was willing to allow it. Many think I'm crazy for doing something experimental. However they need to remember that, if not for those willing to be experimented on, none of these proceedures would exist. I have complete faith in my surgeon and I definitely feel that he acted in my best interests as far as what he chose. There was one unexpected complication during surgery. I have had three c-sections. From those I had major adhesions & scarring. My bowels were the worst. They were fused together and he said they resembled half cooked spaghetti. He spent two hours carefully separating them.
I am excited to continue my journey and see where it takes me.
Thanks everyone!!! Surgery lasted neaarly 6 hours. He spent 2 hurs removing scar tissue left from having 3 c-sections. I am hurting a lot today and feeking icky. Definitely brought back memories of my first surgery. I'm getting ready for yet another nap lol. Hugs to all.
This is where I started two years ago...
Easter 2012
Now
Snack: Kashi dark chocolate oatmeal cookie & 1/2 tbsp peanutbutter (it helps my tummy sometimes)
Lunch: smart ones breakfast wraps & yoplait delights lemon torte (loooove that stuff)
Snack: yoplait greek strawberry yogurt
Dinner: lasagna
Exercise: none today (got a big blister from my new sneakers :(. I have been walking 1 1/2 to 2 miles 3 or 4 times a week)
Today I was feeling bad about missing my walk yesterday so I walked twice tday for a total of 1 1/4 miles.
For the past month or so I have been watching my 10 month old great niece from Tuesday afternoon thru Wednesday afternoon while her Mommy works full time and goes to school. Keeping up with a 10 month old is definitely a work out.
This weekend I started my new walking routine. Three out of the last four days I have walked the track at our school.I have been able to walk 1/2 mile each time WITHOUT my walker. Last year I could barely make it that far with my walker. The rain & wind kept me from my walking yesterday.But I plan to walk every single day that the weather will allow.
Tomorrow I a scheduled to see my dietician to check in and see how my weight loss is coming along. Next Wednesday I have an appointment to see my surgeon to check my progress nd discuss the next chapter of my journey.
A big thanks to you all!!! THe encouragement keeps me going when I am struggling. I will post an update when I see my surgeon in two weeks. I'm really excited to hear what he has to say.