2012 made me thin/healthy, 2013 needs to make me stable (again)

Life has been tough lately, not the band (BOB) or the weight loss but my life. I am working for 2 people I don't respect and have serious cash flow problems.  While my checks haven't bounced, I have been denied my payroll on multiple occasions. I am also making less than I have in 10 years. I am on the verge of losing my home and am scared. This has caused me to not eat as well as I could; drink a little more and be a be it depressed. I also just ended a relationship with someone who I thought could have been the 'one' (rather he ended it bc of distance and geography).  I am thankful that with the band, I don't have much of an appetite and eat bc I am supposed to.  I am also thankful that when I rush, I get sick.  I need 2013 to be a better year.  2012 got me healthy but, 2013 needs to get me stable.

  

 

I am wishing you a more prosperous new year and hopefully you won't lose your home, I think they have to give you time and you may qualify for a loan modification, you may want to look into that if your income has dropped. Yes the band can get a bit tight under stress, take it slow, meditate and pray and you will ok.

You are a beautiful woman. Congrats on your healthy you and I hope 2013 works the rest out. I also hope that you have someone to talk to. Best to you and your future.