One-der land
I weigh myself nearly daily (I'm trying to stop that), but on Sunday, it's my official weigh-in day and I write it in my journal. I reached 199 today. Tomorrow will be my 5 month surgiversary.
While I'm very glad to be down 88 pounds, I also have this voice in my head saying you could be digging your fat clothes out of the closet next month/year. I guess it feels surreal...like this is someone else, not me. I know its not a lark that this has happened...I go to the gym, I make good food choices. Its not been a struggle (yet) for me food wise..yeah maybe I miss some foods but I'm not having a hard time leaving them alone. Maybe that's the issue, I worry/expect that to change.
I feel fortunate to have such a positive experience thus far and I feel a bit humbled because I know everyone doesn't have a positive experience.
While I'm very glad to be down 88 pounds, I also have this voice in my head saying you could be digging your fat clothes out of the closet next month/year. I guess it feels surreal...like this is someone else, not me. I know its not a lark that this has happened...I go to the gym, I make good food choices. Its not been a struggle (yet) for me food wise..yeah maybe I miss some foods but I'm not having a hard time leaving them alone. Maybe that's the issue, I worry/expect that to change.
I feel fortunate to have such a positive experience thus far and I feel a bit humbled because I know everyone doesn't have a positive experience.
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on 5/27/12 4:53 am
on 5/27/12 4:53 am
On May 27, 2012 at 10:48 AM Pacific Time, minnie_cat wrote:
I weigh myself nearly daily (I'm trying to stop that), but on Sunday, it's my official weigh-in day and I write it in my journal. I reached 199 today. Tomorrow will be my 5 month surgiversary. While I'm very glad to be down 88 pounds, I also have this voice in my head saying you could be digging your fat clothes out of the closet next month/year. I guess it feels surreal...like this is someone else, not me. I know its not a lark that this has happened...I go to the gym, I make good food choices. Its not been a struggle (yet) for me food wise..yeah maybe I miss some foods but I'm not having a hard time leaving them alone. Maybe that's the issue, I worry/expect that to change.
I feel fortunate to have such a positive experience thus far and I feel a bit humbled because I know everyone doesn't have a positive experience.
Oh, it is real! Welcome to your new world! A thinner, healthier person! Congrats to you!
CONGRATULATIONS!! It took me quite longer than 5 months to reach that milestone but i'm terrible about getting enough exercise. You GO girl!
5.0 cc in a 10cc lapband (four fills) 1 unfill of .5cc on 5/24/2011.
.5 fill March 2012. unfill of .25cc May 2012. Unfill of .5cc June 2014.
Still with my lapband with no plans for revision. Band working well since
last small unfill.
HW: 267lbs- size 22-24 LW:194lbs CW:198lbs Size 14-16
That's great that you found your green zone so soon. it took me about 3 fills (6 months?) before I found that place and held it for a year then needed more restriction due to weight loss. I figured i only needed 1/2 a cc but the doc put a whole cc in. Six weeks later, I came back to take half of that out and have been fine since....feeling full and losing about a 1/2 lb a day these past few weeks. :) :) :).
I appreciate this site too....makes me NOT hesitate to call my doc about anything.
I appreciate this site too....makes me NOT hesitate to call my doc about anything.
5.0 cc in a 10cc lapband (four fills) 1 unfill of .5cc on 5/24/2011.
.5 fill March 2012. unfill of .25cc May 2012. Unfill of .5cc June 2014.
Still with my lapband with no plans for revision. Band working well since
last small unfill.
HW: 267lbs- size 22-24 LW:194lbs CW:198lbs Size 14-16