One Year Ago Today ....
Thanks Redbabe !! How are things going for you ? I hope things are going well since you had your surgery.
The smoking I just about broke down the other day *sigh*. I did it though and made it through. Things have been very very stressful here at the house money wise , holidays and tax seaon with the Semi sure dont help matters, and then I had some major anxiety attacks a couple of weekends and talk about wanting a smoke to calm the nerves down. It has been awhile since I craved and almost gave in to smoking one .
I held my ground though knowing I would hate myself as soon as started.
There are some bad habits that I haven't picked back up since my surgery . Smoking, eating a fast food cheeseburger , and not having a ounce of soda . Those three things I lived on before my surgery and now its been a yr and not one of them things has touched my lips which I am proud of but having a smoke would be nice lol.
I wish I could be like my friend she smokes two ciggs a day and that is it , I wish I had that kind of will power lol. I have better will power over food then I did over my smoking .
Have a great Thanksgiving Red !!!!
Thanks Tina for the nice words and Happy Thanksgiving to you also !!
Phyllis
"Me agreeing with you doesn't preclude you from being a deviant."
Keep on keeping on, girl and please don't stay away.
5.0 cc in a 10cc lapband (four fills) 1 unfill of .5cc on 5/24/2011.
.5 fill March 2012. unfill of .25cc May 2012. Unfill of .5cc June 2014.
Still with my lapband with no plans for revision. Band working well since
last small unfill.
HW: 267lbs- size 22-24 LW:194lbs CW:198lbs Size 14-16
Thank you Phyllis. I would rather lose weight then go through of quitting smoking again . I think that has been the hardest thing I have ever done for myself and if I can quit smoking up to two packs a day of ciggs cold turkey I can do anything for myself when I put my mind to it :o) . I never ever want to go through that again I thought I was going to die the first month of not smoking it was a ***** and I feel for anybody trying to quit because its down right hard and it physically takes it toll on you and emotionally.
Jolena ((so many hugs to you my friend))) I'M so glad to see your ticker moving down . Like I told somebody else slow and steady will win the race.
And you are so right if I hadn't had the band I could be up to 400 pounds right now and still smoking 2 packs of smokes a day . Talk about a foot in the grave right there. That is a scary thought.
My doc knew how I wanted to do the band before he even cut me open and he supports me on how I am doing it in fact he has a patient that has lost over 200 pounds without a single fill . He uses his band as a mental image knowing he cant eat like he use to . He has been very successful and I would never have the heart to tell him he hasn't used his band to his full potential because he hasn't gotten a fill in his band.
Keep up the great work Jolena do you have facebook ? If you do I will look you up :o)

5.0 cc in a 10cc lapband (four fills) 1 unfill of .5cc on 5/24/2011.
.5 fill March 2012. unfill of .25cc May 2012. Unfill of .5cc June 2014.
Still with my lapband with no plans for revision. Band working well since
last small unfill.
HW: 267lbs- size 22-24 LW:194lbs CW:198lbs Size 14-16
I am glad to see you post. I have been wondering how you are doing.Congrats on your bandiversary and on quitting smoking.I think it is fine for you to take this journey the way you want to. Fills are something that can help when we get to a part that we feel we need more help. Good Luck.